How are you doing without me? Well, I hope that you are just fine. Do you remember how you told me that I can find peace, love and happiness with you or in you? Thanks for your kind words; they are in my mind all the time. If you would find me a year earlier, when I was still free and carefree, you would be able to catch me and make me happy.

But now I am afraid like a hell to be hurt again and to hurt someone. But those few weeks spent chatting; walking, sharing intimate moments helped me a lot. I am feeling that something is missing. I know that it is possible to get use to some people or places, but I got used to you so fast. To my own amaze, you responded the way I did not expect.

The more time goes by, the more I think about your words and there is a wish to try what would happen if we become more then friends. Slowly, step by step I can be caught again in cage of love, where I sit and smile from happiness. But it is a long shot that everything will be smooth. You noticed that I am wild and not educated in relationships, egoistic and not attentive sometimes. But you were teaching me once; maybe this time you will make your job well:)

Argh, i do not know what to do. Tell me something.